RESTART

Love almost ruined my life/
Or life almost ruined my love/
I almost didn’t get to where I’m going/
Cause/
I was stuck on where I was/
Where I’m at, where I’ve been/
Free love for homie lover friends/
Almost cost me my dream/
My heart and my soul in the end/
So I went to back to the pad/
With all this pain in my pen/
Feeling some kinda way about my Dad/
And thinking of them/
Kush blunt with hash/
Had me dreaming of Kim/
Wide awake silently screaming/
The demons within/
Want to eat me alive/
Make me ugly like them/
Still I push forward/
Push still warring/
With tomorrow’s black cloud/
Which is already forming/
My words are all I have/
Every girl I meet wants to keep ‘em/
All for herself/
But the rhyme is my reason/
I inscribe moments from life/
Broken, bloody and bittersweet/
My love is undying/
My tears leak in ink/
So I leave it on the world/
Pretty words for the girl/
For stars that never shine/
And a hurricane’s swirl/
About the burn of a cold heart/
And the presence of God/
In places you fear he’s absent/
He hovers above/
Leslye and Paula’s prayers/
Keep me covered in blood/
Angels guard me while I sleep/
Weep tears for the flood/
My good is often spoken evil of/
But it’s said with love/
And the Sun’ll come out tomorrow/
Cause that’s what it does/