Love language

Love spoke to me today,
she told me that she's me now.
Love spoke to me today,
she told me she's free now.
I can't believe the future I see now.
Lust keeps me looking back.
I'm distracted by the acts of agony and mishap,
That break my stride and mute my song,
I'm right here but still so gone,
and I keep grinding pushing on,
because I'm too strong to move on.
My mother's mad at me my auntie is disappointed,
two women one voice; they're words are so anointed.
They're prayers saved my life on nights I made poor choices.
Grown man grabbing bull by the horns no more boy shit.
Love spoke to me today,
she asked why we live so far away.
Love spoke to me today,
she asked why after I come I can't stay.
I told her she's a star and I'm a comet,
we talked about Muhammad,
and then she said I need pray more.
I told her we all do.
She said why you never txt back,
or pick up when I call you.
I was silent she continued,
she said after all we been through,
you don't love me you just fuck me.
Nigga I hate you I don't get you.
Tears streaming down her cheeks,
while we were steaming the leaf,
Then I touched her somewhere deep,
told her I was dreaming of peace.
She said you're a liar,
You're with me when you sleep.
I asked her how she knew,
She replied love is true.
I said I gotta go,
she said you always do.
I said I'm sorry,
she said no you're not  your Lawrence.
We laughed a little,
she cried some more.
She asked me what I was dying for.
I was silent,
Love spoke to me today,
she told me she's me now.
Love spoke to me today,
she told me she's free now.
She won't answer tomorrow,
she won't answer tomorrow,
she won't answer tomorrow,
she won't answer tomorrow,