Insomniac Rap

I just open my heart and write/another sleepless night/trying to make sense out of love/it never turns out right/wonder what it might be like/this thing called life/monsters made in my dreams/seem to block out the light/I always breathe the same song/the days are just different/say my rhymes to the sky/but the son is missin'/so is the daughter/stricken by the sins of the father/lost love because of me/I can't see my tomorrow/best laid plans died/where tech spray lands/I marvel at the missery/I make with my hands/fingers dancing across the keys/to the heart beat of a former lover/I rhyme out loud to reach her/I'm sure that she's found another/to all the girls I lost in love/sorry it took me so long to see what I was/get where I'm going/be where I've been/leave you stuck wondering what happened to him/forgive me I'm lost/my heart won't let me win/so I'm a creep/I'm a loser/Amen and Hallelujah/